MIA

I have been MIA lately and I am really sorry.  I have been dealing with a lot about my health and it has been a tough couple of week.  I don't want to turn this blog into a depressing sap fest but this post is probably going to head that way so I apologize, you can skip this one and I will have a more upbeat one in the next few weeks (most likely my bathroom update)

As you know I have been going through some health problems lately and it turns out I don't have Celiac Disease which is good on one hand, the fact that I can still eat the Gray Stuff  but bad on the other hand because I feel like I am back to square one when it comes to what is wrong with me. I have a few more tests to undergo over the next few months which puts some added stress on me.   Part of me thinks that it's my weight and diet which has been pretty poor the last 6 months but that doesn't explain the low iron.  It might just be that my body doesn't process iron and I might have to get iron transfusions which is not the end of the world just kind of scary.  The hubby and I had a long conversation and we decided that we need to suck it up and make the changes to better our lives.  You will probably see a bit more food and health posts, instragram pics and pins.  If you guys have any recommendations pleas let me know.

Plus my anxiety has been on high alert which SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't like to talk about it with many people but when I first started struggling with it I felt so alone and like no one understood but if this post can help anyone or make one less person feel alone it was worth writing.   It comes on with no warning and scares me.  Sometimes I think maybe there really is something wrong with me that I just don't know about, and other times I will think oh it's just my anxiety, just breath.  That feeling of everything closing in on you, that you cant breath, and your heart either feels like it is beating to fast, or not beating at all.    I know that in time it will pass and that I just need to hang on and not give in.   I don't know what I would do without my hubby.  He saw me through the worst of my anxiety and he still married me lol.

I feel a bit like I have not outlets right now.  One of the big things I love is planning my life around trips and I don't have any this year and all of our trips next year are up in the air until a few months from now.  If anyone needs some help planning a trip you can always email me at lifetravelrunrepeat@gmail.com.  I have lots of recommendations on Disneyland, Disney world, Disneyland Paris, California, Washington, Paris & Europe.  I LOVE helping people plan and it might help my stress relief.

If you stuck around this long thank you for just kind of letting me vent I feel a lot better.

Here is to a healthier life and managing my anxiety.